It’s that time of year again…
My goals for 2012, with final commentary:
- Give more – I really enjoyed increasing my donations of both money and clothes, and want to continue this upward trend. [I had a bit of a late start on this one, but went gangbusters in Q4, finding a bunch of new charities to add to my list, and giving more overall than last year, which was already a record year for me. Final grade: A]
- Lose some – I gained a rather unprecedented ten pounds in the last year, mostly due to my nighttime eating, so I’d like to get back to my normal weight. [Started thinking about this one in July, but managed to stick to a reasonable diet and exercise plan for five months, and ended up losing 10% of my body weight, and fitting back into all of my old clothes. Final grade: A]
- See people – I find myself becoming something of a hermit (partly to spend prodigious amounts of time reading, sleeping, and watching TV, but partly out of sheer laziness). I should spend more time with people. [This one is hard to quantify, and I should have set some kind of metric to meet, but I did see people a little bit more than before, although if I'm going to be honest, most work days end up being a loop between bed-desk-couch, and most weekends end up being a loop between bed and couch. On the other hand, maybe phone and email count towards this one? Final grade: B-]
- Doubt less – I want to be more appreciative and less cynical and regain some measure of optimism. [I've been sticking with my other blog, which has been a good way to keep looking for good things in life. Work, which admittedly dominates my life, is going better, which has improved my outlook, but I've also had a few setbacks from contemplating the deaths of two friends and wondering if any job is worth the number of Tums and Ambien I take every day. Final grade: B]
2012 Highs:
- Finally going full-time with my new group at work
- Being at Google I/O in June (the last time I felt like such a rock star was on my college choir’s South American tour in 2000)
- Going to Scotland and Iceland in August (bagpipes! circus performers! improv! hot springs! a 10-cheese cheese plate!)
- Making it to 151 books in a year
2012 Lows:
- Losing two friends: MC and JRS
- Experiencing work-induced nightmares and heartburn for the first time leading up to I/O
- Getting the stomach flu in December
- Looking back on the year and realizing that I’d only left the Bay Area for non-work purposes a grand total of three times
2012 Weird Moments:
- Making a rather tough decision at work to report something that just seemed wrong. I’m pretty sure it was the right thing to do, but it was hard.
2013 Aspirations:
- Reduce: I’m not going to read 150 books this year. I’ve done it for two years, and I’m going to go for 100 this year, in order to make room for other pastimes in my life. Also, I’m going to get rid of more physical stuff to make room for more space in my life.
- Sleep: I want to learn how to sleep like a normal person, with a normal bedtime, and no sleeping pills. I haven’t been able to do this in years.
- Learn: I’m going to figure out how to sell stock and options and whether to put some of my savings into a Roth IRA or something else. I’m going to spend more time with my mom to add more recipes to the family cookbook we started this year.
- Make: I want to make things. Maybe I’ll take art lessons or join a choir. Maybe I’ll scan all of my old photos, and organize them into photo books. I’ll get the Dr. Seuss print that Superman gave me framed, and hang it up, and maybe I’ll find other things to frame and hang, as well.
- Enjoy: Even if I can’t travel abroad as much as I used to, I’ll find ways to enjoy myself locally. More girls’ nights, more local overnight trips, more spa time. If I can’t cure my restlessness with far-flung travel, maybe I can cure it with variation from routine.